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When to scream and when to shout.

Are you afraid in the dark? Afraid to swim? In heights? In dolls? Dogs? A person who’s afraid in lacked space is called Claustrophobic.  They are the ones who can’t enjoy concerts because of the too much crowd though, other Claustrophobics can manage this. Hey, would you mind to seal them in a coffin? Trust me, they will scream to let them go and after that, they will shout at you like an effin creature who almost kill them and at the same time, they will cast you. Haha, and don’t mind to try this at home. Show a parent’s consent first. Many people say that they are afraid in heights. A phobia is from a traumatic experience that leads the subject to be shiver when a diche of their lives came. It simply discuss that if a person experienced a certain cliché that gave them an awful outcome and headed them to trauma, it’s a Phobia. Hence, if the person does not experienced some sits, we call it FEAR.  So if you’re afraid in heights because you felt once, its Acrophobia. But! If you’re afraid in heights because.. You’re just afraid? Dude, you’re not afraid in heights, you’re just afraid to fall. Right? You’re not afraid in the dark, you’re just afraid of what’s inside. You’re not afraid to swim, you’re just afraid to get drown. And you’re not afraid to dogs; you’re scared because they might bite you. I asked some people of what are the things that they fear off. The one said “rats”, some said “spiders” and other said “ghosts”. And I asked myself the same question too. The face I saw in the mirror when I look on it says that I, Princess Sledge Cellona am afraid of failures and rejections. I have a Cuevaphobia. Its my professor in my Communication Skills and World Literature class. His last name is Cuevas. I am so afraid of him. Like I recited once my research in front of the whole class and I just forgot these words then he rejected me. The feeling that you slept late last night because you made your research and it all fade out because of a simple word that you didn’t mention. An epic fail, right? After what happened, I promised to myself that he can never bring me down again. So I tried, I did it again, recited again and failed again. He said that my research is a mess. I looked out my research and bem! I just called it the red research. LOL. It has more red marks rather than the black ink from the printer. That was the last submission day so I encountered the last minute of hell. After that, wew! I finished it. I passed it. All I need to do is to believe on my work. J You know, life rides a lot of temptations and trials. Your fear is just a test and all you have to do is to stay strong and believe in yourself. Assholes and shits do really happen. And when you’re feeling so much down, all you can do is to scream. If that could help, do it. It’s not a crime. Just choose an appropriate place. A place where no one knows, sees and hears you.  Maybe you can sneak out dad’s car and drive to cliff. Release all the pain, scream all the names. And when you feel good, get back up! Stand up and fight those fears. Those failures and rejections. Let go of the bad vibes. The things that give you negative vibrations. You are stronger than your fears. Sometimes things that made us cry are the things that made us strong. I know you can do it. So get up there, kid. Wash your face and shout “Hey! Im ready!”

Dont look back just look for tomorrow.

Have you lost you’re Ipod? Cellphone? Favorite food? Money? Virginity? The people you love? We treasure things and people. Not becuase just for a remembrance but a little thing that will remind us the big memories we’ve made. Life is so playful. You’ll buy the gadgets of today’s trend yet it’s yummy in the eyes of the robber. All you can do is to give it and just say sorry to youself. The food you kept on the frig but with just one snap of an ignorant sister, you’ll give her a punch and hear her tummy fulled. When you lost yourmoney because you’re drunk and you will wake up and text your friends saying ” Dude,where the hell did you put my wallet?” Plus! You will see your fappable photos from an unknown dude and forgot that you just hooked up with him last night. You don’t know that coz you’re drunk. And how about when you woke up and heard that your beloved relatives or friends died?
Will you creep till dawn? Till sunrise? Untill when? Will you pretend that you’re ok and hide what you feel? How about waking up in the morning and finally realized that he’s gone? The one who always saves your life? The one who reminds you how playful life is yet, he stays with you? Plays together with you? Will you still wake up even though you know that the reason why you always want to meet sunrise is already gone? As I said, life is very playful. When you’re loving and valuing that thing, they will get it to you. I dont know the reasons too. I felt the same situations anyway. At first i dont know what to do, deeds to act, when to cry and how to face tomorrow. But i just realized life is just a cliche. You cant have it all. You need to accept that shit happens. Coz if you won’t, you’ll lose the game. Study the word ACCEPTANCE. If you lost your ipod, just think that “Oh, it has defections. They can’t use it anymore.”. If you lost your food, just say that “I will eat yours, too. *Evil laugh”. If you lost you money and virginty, just think that “Oh well, party life rocks!”. And when you lost the one you love, cry! Its the best way to release it. Cry untill its gone. Then drink lots of water, cold water, breath in and breath out. And when you’re done, your ready to face tomorrow. You can see the sun wearing that big smile (also a shades). If life’s playing with you, go! Beat it! He’s kind (sometimes). Dont be afraid to face him. You should give him a REASONS to get afraid of you. And hey! We’re not like cats that have 9 lives. Too bad we only got one chance to live. But it would be worst if you just sit there and creep until you die. Tomorrow’s another day. Dont cry over the past, cry to get over the past. Dont smile to hide the pain, smile to heal the pain. All things come and go. And you should know how to create your own happiness.

Daddy, he will marry your daughter.

    

Ok, Im here at computer lab. Room902 to be exact. :)) My classmate’s reporting

about programming languages and yea, I can’t get it. Maybe the way of reporting

isn’t effective. Hmm..? Its so cold here.. :s And hey! Did you know that when the

weather is hot, the road is expanding? Thats why it has a little line every 1km (i

think? Nah, forget it.) LoL. Then if its cold.. The road will compress. And oh, even

in some other things, its applicable. Like in our body. I found it 30mins. ago. =)) I

just noticed my ring on my hand. I can easily remove it. And i think because its so

cold. And speaking of ring.. Have you heard the song Marry your daughter by

Mcknight? My little sister just told me about that. And believe me, the first time I

heard it, i cried. :’) Well actually, the song is about a guy who’s talking to the

father of her girlfriend. Who will become his wife.. Someday. :’) This is the first

stanza:

Sir, I’m a bit nervous
‘Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I’m going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She’s my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I’m hoping that I…

Isn’t it sweet? :) I can feel his sincerity. :)

Now, here’s the chorus:


Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ‘till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
Can’t wait to smile
When she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

Tell me.. What’s the feeling? Hahaha! I think every girl will cry if this song will be

dedicated for them.Where the earth can you find this guy? Haha. He’s one in a

million. And i wish i could have one. :))